good day,

bad day.

it's up to you...

last night,

or rather this morning when i went to bed @ 5am in the morning,

i told myself that today would be a great day.

seems like i need more focusing power..

cos i failed miserably.

had intentions to bring tori to school

cos she has to dress up as a lil princess,

but i was just too damn tired to get my ass outta bed,

even at 120pm.

last night was one of melodrama,

somehow i just feel so overwhelmed by this whole incident,

who'd have thought one lil act of goodwill would spin into a whole web of lies and deception?

i didn't.but that's just what it is.

and once its settled, i want nothing more to do with it.EVER.

please just go away..

and tmw better be a better day.

i hate the feeling of being neglected.

even if its just myself feeling that way.

make all this stop..

baby, if only you knew.