the manifestation of absolute chimera.

I NEED TO BE SEDATED.

its amazing what difference a day makes.
yesterday, you might be living life in a daze...
trapped amidst bottled up emotions and angst.
today, you might find a sudden escape..
an escape from life's cruel bringings;
an escape from the pain.
what then, will tomorrow bring?

perhaps i hoped for too much,
perhaps i had too much faith.
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
the law of expectation failed me.
PARTIALLY, this time.

how can someone have so much influence on my life,
how can he be the very difference, between heaven and hell?
was i too naive? i must have been.
but the odds weren't against me, until the night was done...

your eyes, they speak a whole different language.
but their story is not to be told.
behind those hazel eyes lies a tale of what might just be.....
our eyes never lie. they speak no words, but are full of expression. they make no sound, and yet,
the story behind them amounts to more than all the poetry in the universe.

...i just wish you were here with me.