every girl's dream come true.

life's lil snipplets.

"J your mouth doesn't ache ah?
Phone bill rising why not use your free incoming. goodnight."

this was my mum @ 1.47am.

hilarious. f.hilarious.

midweek entertainment.

Jim and Mary were both patients in a Mental Hospital. One day, While they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank like a stone to the bottom and stayed there.

Mary promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Medical Director became aware of Mary's heroic act, he immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as he now considered her to be mentally stable.

When he went to tell her the news, he said, "Mary, I have good news & bad news. The good news is you're being discharged because since you were able to jump in and save the life of another patient, I think you've regained your senses."

"The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hanged himself in the bathroom with the belt of his robe. I am so sorry, but he's dead."

Mary replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry."

duhhhhh...

had dinner @ siam kitchen suntec after mass at 530pm..

i wonder why no one woke me up for morning mass..

but that's a good thing cos i only slept at 6am!! =P

a sudden excitement, i can't seem to explain.

a priceless moment, it went as it came.

it's so funny how some things just don't change...

Fishieeeeeee...................

yea whatever. hahaha

"There is still hope"

How can we trust love, and be sure it will last?

We gave our hearts to others, many times in the past.

We shed many tears, and built many fears.

And now we're afraid to let our hearts go.

Because of the pain we've come to know.

But if we are to love again, we have to take the chance.

And trust our hearts, our only guide, to find that true Romance.

So if we hide the Rose from the light, we'll never see it grow.

But if we plant it in the sun, we know the Rose will glow.

So tear down the Iron Gate you built so high and open up the door.

The love you find may be the kind that you've been searching for.

We know that deep within there is a special part.

And we know for love to live, there has to be a spark.

And when that spark, grows to a flame.

The heart we gave is never the same.

The days begin and end with songs.

And to that newfound love your heart belongs.

You walk on clouds of fluffy white.

Knowing and trusting that your heart is right.

by alex. for jeanine.

[Sunday, February 08, 2004]

sometimes i wake up & wonder,
what the fuck am i doing?

at certain points in life,
you start feeling lost,
you lose all bearings,
you're stuck,
at a junction and you know you have to make up your mind.
problem is,
YOU CAN'T.
you can't go left cos you wanna go right,
yet you can't go right,
cos it just ain't RIGHT!

how much more fucked up can a person possibly feel?
trust me i wish i knew.
so what do you do when you're stuck in a rut?
you either stand still and wait for something to hit you,
or you run.

notice here that rational thinking and practical / constructive problem solving isn't an available option?

oh well, it's probably just my luck,

my life has always been full of melodrama

since the start anyways. so whats new???

nothing. its just the same damn shit

that keeps repeating itself.

everyone's been complaining that i have missing in action. then i wonder, has it been me or them? all along, ive been so so so caught up in relationships, i forget my friends... and all the other people dear to me...

you all know who you are.. im sorrrry!!!

no more next time! jeanine is back in everyone's life FOR GOOD.

but can we agree on this when i'm back from aussie?

laughsss... 20 days to aussie...i can't wait.

option 2 selected. RUN.

goodnight.

sally huang's $330 cake from shangri la...

pretty, but far from yummy.

INVASION OF FRESHKON COLOR FUSION LENSES!

bleah i feel so dumb.

first, i stepped on some ear stud that made a hole in the sole of my foot. then, i had to rush out some email at home. then i forgot my watch.. of all things.. and then i realise i forgot my mascara too. what an idiot.

hurrrr...

i wanna go to textile centre... i need more chains!!!

twd updated. go see go see!

http:theweekenddesigner.blogspot.com

team singapore you rawk!
the fireworks were better than ITALY definitely! =)
photos later...

anyway, i find this highly adorable...
on the way back to work from novena,
there was this guy on the train...
probably no more than 18 years old,
slightly nerdy,
no different from an average bookworm..
there he was giggling to himself,
bursting out into an occasional laugh.
turning red from delight!
if you had just boarded the train,
you might think he had a loose screw up his head...
but had you been there earlier...
you would have known why...

next to him sat 2 gurls,
slightly above average in looks,
with a tad bit of "american" in them...
they were chatting, making conversation...
and i wonder if they were actually friends...
when the girls got up to leave,
they said bye and called out his name.
when they were gone,
he didn't seem to believe what had happened...
he shook his head in disbelief.
the fact that he had 2 "babes" talkin to him?

just goes to show that some guys are still innocent.
that they get smitten just by sheer conversation,
with no hidden agenda.
(well, not as it seems that is.)

oh well...
no one really knows what goes on in the head of our male counterparts do we?
=)

happy birthday singapore...!

presenting...
kelvin, and yours truly... on the president's harley.
(militia riders singapore)

gosh i wish that bike was mine...

fireworks on the rooftop of al dente.
absolutely puuuurrrfect. =)
it looks as if the fireworks hit the fan!

and there you were walking beside me,
as i moved for you to pass,
you became nothing but my own shadow...
leaving a chilly wind all around...

sometimes i wish i wasn't so..

clairvoyant...

jabbed the scissors right into my finger today. its been 6 hours and its still bloody. hurrr... its another new work week..

jeanine's randoms...

so which baby are you?

January
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental.Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitiveand easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikesunnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny.Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Lovesentertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside.Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive.Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy.Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottleup feelings. Observant and assesses others.

April
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative.Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookfor information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able tomotivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing.Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted.Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physicallyand mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppositesex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

June
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt andmore than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It isalso more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You havea great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actressyourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

July
Fun to be with. Secretive.Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concernedabout people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotionaltemperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty andsparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically andmentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judgespeople through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waitsfor friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked.Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control.Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "everything's peachy" attitude.Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted.Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone.stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

September
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive andaffectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless.Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have manyfriends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory.Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

October
Loves to chat. Loves those wholove them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty.Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recoverseasily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest ofthem all.

November
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times.Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards yourinner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, butsecretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new peopleeasily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can holdtheir own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, thegreatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

December
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible...Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic.Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient andhasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy totalk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yetcomplicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitatingtends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funnyand humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone alwayson his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to makefriends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person.Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds.

my current favourite song..
it's driving me nuts...

a lover's concerto.
kelly chen's version is the best!!!

How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high above in the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melodies

See there beyond the hill
The bright colors of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us
Just to fall in love

You'll hold me in your arms
And say once again, you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

Now I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you every part of me

Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally

Someday we shall return to this place upon
The meadow
We'll walk out in the rain
Hear the bird's above sing once again ...